“I was in a relationship when I bought this cross,
and I was particularly unstable
I used it as a starting point to associate myself with everything (like I always do),
and then it almost became a period of existentil crisis.”
“Jesus for me is distant and intimate on top of that strong western religious overtone, one might even say in a whacked out image that I would directly associate with Tolstoy's Resurrection, but still not dull and bitter, I don't know how to describe it, like a tragic comedy. Seeing this corner would be clarifying, especially in the afternoon when the sun is good (my room faces north), and time would be slowed down, quiet and reassuring.”
Q: Does the peace and quiet you feel in this corner change the overall atmosphere of the room? The other areas I feel have a different atmosphere,
A: Yes, there is a difference in temperament, it's more like a polyhedron than a superposition or a total difference, it's like a state of being, not completely integrated but wrapped together, if I look into and try to dip into that corner, I slide through easily - something like that.
when you are in them, do you feel a different atmosphere in the room or is it a superposition of all the atmospheres?
"I feel very comfortable in the room when I am creating. In general, I find the atmosphere in the room similar to my own, with the reassuring feeling of being back in the nest! I find the aura in the room similar to my own. I don't think the aura of the cross directly affects the way I feel when I create, because it is also a return to my own aura".
